To be blunt: I am sick of feeling shit, unwanted and unworthy all the fucking time.
Time to clean my room. God damn.
Wow.
"Blogspot..
Tumblr..
The battle of each, which is best? Is it Tumblr people use for trends, good photographs and popularity? Or is it the privacy and freedom that authors get to write huge chunks of writing but still post pictures on their Blogspot? The pro's and cons of the mighty Blogspot [Blogger] versus the trendy, Tumblr. The whole aspect of writing what happened that day, what the fight you had with your boyfriend was about ect. ect. but Tumblr fans don't want to hear that shit from somebody they don't even know; gathering from the trend Tumblr contends. Or is it the pretty pictures and depressive text photographs that relate to majority of the depressed teens all over the world. There's love, phenomenal landmarks and wonders of the world, attractive people, sex, travelling, fancy bits and bobs for your house hold and fantastic architecture and art. Do these Tumblr fanatics plead it's a place where all beautiful things in the world meet, an company acknowledging the history and beauty of the planet? It is all that teens want, whereas, Blogspot, more personal, down to Earth - a journal-type of webpage. Do internet junkies call sympathy or are they fed up with their head flooding with events and thoughts? Either way, either perspective will be arresting.
Metaphor, STAMP: A married couple, 40 years of the same dick or 40 years of 150 different dicks? You know, they're pretty level and the decision is difficult. "
- A writer on Tumblr
Bits and bobs
Hi, well, I am in the mood to think about what's strange and just general shit about myself.. Strange to an extent, I guess. I will just probably list a few things here and there but then again, I will probably unintentionally elaborate on some. Anyway, here they are;
- I have a twin, I don't think that's strange to some people but she has red hair, looks nothing like me and she's my *identical* twin. [identical in medical terms]
- I love love love cigarettes; Peter Stuyvesants. How unfortunate that they go so quickly and they cost a shit load for just $25?
- I do not talk to my mother.. I don't know why, she's not involved with smack or anything..
- Dad has nifty new toy; his girlfriend, Is, Isabel or Issy, as dad calls her in his emails.
- Beanies and hats.. AWESOME
- Marijuana; my best-non-human friend.
- I don't like alcohol.. Like at all.
- My then-best friend almost killed me whilst being a tard but wasn't intending on killing me haha! Bitchy pig..
- I love photos, though, I'm not interested in being a photographer or even taking many photos much.
- If I feel I look good, I want to take pictures.
- My hands were sweaty, my head was boiling, my heart was pumping - I never expected it would or I would fall this far.
- I get unexpected outbursts of the need to clean and organise.. EVERYTHING but my room.
- Classical piano, acoustic guitar, orchestra.
- Radiohead, Smashing Pumpkins, No Doubt, Jeff Buckley.. Triple J for that fact.
- Whiny black men.. A huge no go.
- Harry Potter, Stephen King, Jostein Gaarder, Thriller
- ALEX ALEX ALEX ALEX ALEX ALEX ALEX ALEX ALEX ALEX ALEX ALEX
- Sunrise, sunset.
- Thailand.
- Sex, pornography, pornographic GIFs.
- Tumblr; juz for da kewl picz
- Sluts, they're good to laugh at.
- Natalija, Steph, Rosario, Riley, Monique, Renny.
- MY PUPPY DOG ETTY & Alex's puppy dog, Max.
- I hate my hands and feet, my legs, boobs, nose, ankles, neck and hips.
- I love to draw, I love art I mean. I can draw.
- Weddings, wedding dresses.
Ah, that's enough for now, I'm getting a little bored and drowsy. Time for bed.
What is your best friend's Mom's name?
Gabz, Gabby, Gab, Gabriela
Where is the weirdest place you have a mole?
I don't think I have a mole.. I have like two risen freckles.
Who was the hottest teacher you ever had?
Some substitute.
Have you ever made out in a movie theater?
No, I actually haven't.
What body part do you wash first?
I shave my legs.
Do you have any peircings?
Yeah, both ears but I think they've closed up but I will soon to have my nose pierced again.
What's the strangest talent you have?
I don't know.. I don't really have one.
Do you have an innie or an outtie?
Like a belly button? An innie?
What's your favorite flavored Pringles?
I don't really like Pringles that much to be honest.
Have you ever been tied up?
Yeah but not sexually.
What was the last thing you ever got grounded for?
I can't even remember.
Do you parallel park or drive around the block?
I don't do either.
Have you ever had two dates in one night?
Nah man.
How many times have you been cussed out?
Once.
Which shoe do you put on first?
Mostly my right but it usually just comes down which is closest.
How old are you?
Sixteen... Nigger.
Have you ever been to a gay bar?
Nah.
Is there one thing all of your ex's have had in common?
Yeah?
Did you french kiss before you were 16?
Yes haha
Have you ever been cow-tipping or snipe-hunting?
I reallllllllly want to go cow tipping but there's no rush haha.
Who is the last person you think about before you fall asleep?
Sometimes it changes.
Have you ever had a poem or a song written about you?
Yeah aw.
Have you ever found anything gross in your parent's bedroom?
Yeah haha
What was your childhood nickname?
Bru.
When is the last time you played the air guitar?
Ages and ages and ages ago.
Have you ever peeked in the opposite sexes locker room?
Nah.
What's the weirdest thing you have done while driving?
I don't drive.
Have you ever bitten your toenails?
No.
How do you normally eat your cookies?
I didn't know there was more than one way. TELL ME HOW.
When working out at the gym, do you wear a belt?
I don't work out haha I'm soo laazzyyy.
Name something you do when you're alone?
Maz out.. Hard.
How many drinks does it take before you get drunk?
About 3 to start feeling the alcohol take over but not tipsy.
Have you ever sniffed an animal's butt?
Nope.
How often do you clean out your ears?
Often enough.
Do you scrunch or fold your toilet paper?
Alex keeps asking me and I took note. I'M A FOLDER ALEX, IF YOU'RE READING THIS.
About how many times a day do you pick a wedgie?
Not THAT often, I used to have wedgies heaps but somehow my ass sits perfectly in my underwear now..
Do you have any strange phobias?
I don't think they're strange
Have you ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
Yes, headphones and whatnot.
What is the stupidest thing you've ever done at a bar?
Bar.. Brianna.. - Non-existent.
Have you ever been dared to do something you totally regretted?
Yeah I bet I have, can't think of any at the mo' though.
Have you ever called your bf/gf by another girl/guys name?
I've called him my sister's name but never have I called him another persons name in bed or anything.
Have you ever gotten caught farting while on a date?
Not but I had a huge hole in my leggings around my vag area.. And! I was sitting like my legs were on each side of the bench.
Gabz, Gabby, Gab, Gabriela
Where is the weirdest place you have a mole?
I don't think I have a mole.. I have like two risen freckles.
Who was the hottest teacher you ever had?
Some substitute.
Have you ever made out in a movie theater?
No, I actually haven't.
What body part do you wash first?
I shave my legs.
Do you have any peircings?
Yeah, both ears but I think they've closed up but I will soon to have my nose pierced again.
What's the strangest talent you have?
I don't know.. I don't really have one.
Do you have an innie or an outtie?
Like a belly button? An innie?
What's your favorite flavored Pringles?
I don't really like Pringles that much to be honest.
Have you ever been tied up?
Yeah but not sexually.
What was the last thing you ever got grounded for?
I can't even remember.
Do you parallel park or drive around the block?
I don't do either.
Have you ever had two dates in one night?
Nah man.
How many times have you been cussed out?
Once.
Which shoe do you put on first?
Mostly my right but it usually just comes down which is closest.
How old are you?
Sixteen... Nigger.
Have you ever been to a gay bar?
Nah.
Is there one thing all of your ex's have had in common?
Yeah?
Did you french kiss before you were 16?
Yes haha
Have you ever been cow-tipping or snipe-hunting?
I reallllllllly want to go cow tipping but there's no rush haha.
Who is the last person you think about before you fall asleep?
Sometimes it changes.
Have you ever had a poem or a song written about you?
Yeah aw.
Have you ever found anything gross in your parent's bedroom?
Yeah haha
What was your childhood nickname?
Bru.
When is the last time you played the air guitar?
Ages and ages and ages ago.
Have you ever peeked in the opposite sexes locker room?
Nah.
What's the weirdest thing you have done while driving?
I don't drive.
Have you ever bitten your toenails?
No.
How do you normally eat your cookies?
I didn't know there was more than one way. TELL ME HOW.
When working out at the gym, do you wear a belt?
I don't work out haha I'm soo laazzyyy.
Name something you do when you're alone?
Maz out.. Hard.
How many drinks does it take before you get drunk?
About 3 to start feeling the alcohol take over but not tipsy.
Have you ever sniffed an animal's butt?
Nope.
How often do you clean out your ears?
Often enough.
Do you scrunch or fold your toilet paper?
Alex keeps asking me and I took note. I'M A FOLDER ALEX, IF YOU'RE READING THIS.
About how many times a day do you pick a wedgie?
Not THAT often, I used to have wedgies heaps but somehow my ass sits perfectly in my underwear now..
Do you have any strange phobias?
I don't think they're strange
Have you ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
Yes, headphones and whatnot.
What is the stupidest thing you've ever done at a bar?
Bar.. Brianna.. - Non-existent.
Have you ever been dared to do something you totally regretted?
Yeah I bet I have, can't think of any at the mo' though.
Have you ever called your bf/gf by another girl/guys name?
I've called him my sister's name but never have I called him another persons name in bed or anything.
Have you ever gotten caught farting while on a date?
Not but I had a huge hole in my leggings around my vag area.. And! I was sitting like my legs were on each side of the bench.
I don't even think it was a date but close enough.. HAHA EMBARRASSING OR?
Have you ever played naked twister?
Nah, I must do that, now that you have reminded me.
Have you ever been drunk at work?
School, I've been tipsy. Granita's and Smirnoff vodka; fantastic mix, I must say.
Have you ever found your gf/bf's sibling more attractive?
Yeah haha Ben's brother, Aaron and even Jake was good looking.
Do you want to bring sexy back?
You see, I already have.
Have you ever played naked twister?
Nah, I must do that, now that you have reminded me.
Have you ever been drunk at work?
School, I've been tipsy. Granita's and Smirnoff vodka; fantastic mix, I must say.
Have you ever found your gf/bf's sibling more attractive?
Yeah haha Ben's brother, Aaron and even Jake was good looking.
Do you want to bring sexy back?
You see, I already have.
BORED
Finish this sentece: the last person you kissed is…
>Alex, my boyfriend.
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
> Alex, Riley, Tian,
Do you find it hard to trust others?
>Sometimes.
Do you change your mind a lot?
>Not that often.
Can you honestly say you are okay right now?
>Sort of yeah.
Tell me what is on your mind?
>Alex.
What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
>Getting a job.
Have you ever worn the opposite sex’s clothing?
>Yeah
How is your heart?
>Better.
Is someone in love with you?
>Yes, I think so.
Next time you will kiss someone?
>Next time I see Alex.
Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?
>All the time.
Honestly, are things going the way you planned?
>Not quite but they're okay.
Has anyone told you they don’t ever wanna lose you?
>Yes.
Is there something bothering you?
> Yeahhh.
>Alex, my boyfriend.
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
> Alex, Riley, Tian,
Do you find it hard to trust others?
>Sometimes.
Do you change your mind a lot?
>Not that often.
Can you honestly say you are okay right now?
>Sort of yeah.
Tell me what is on your mind?
>Alex.
What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
>Getting a job.
Have you ever worn the opposite sex’s clothing?
>Yeah
How is your heart?
>Better.
Is someone in love with you?
>Yes, I think so.
Next time you will kiss someone?
>Next time I see Alex.
Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?
>All the time.
Honestly, are things going the way you planned?
>Not quite but they're okay.
Has anyone told you they don’t ever wanna lose you?
>Yes.
Is there something bothering you?
> Yeahhh.
YOU'RE FUCKING BORING. I'M FUCKING BORING.
I have waited three hours for you to say, 'oh I'm at dad's having dinner, I told you that. I'll leave in an hour.' When in actual fact you did not say anything about having dinner at your fathers.
Whilst waiting in those three hours, I have never experienced such boredom in my life - ever and you're to blame.
I don't even want you to come over any more.
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