Travie McCoy, you are beautiful

When I have my music volume up high, I can guarantee to hear somebody at the other end of the house singing along to it.
"Do you beep everyone you see or something?" "Well I just like to because it gives them a boost of enthusiasm."
Maccas run with Casey and Steph
Thank you so kindly Natalia, Carl and Anthony for cleaning my house and leaving a cigarette under my pillow along with a comforting note but Anthony, I'm sick of your 'Horizon Blue' antics.
Up's and down's, smiles and frowns. Right?
Hey, you are my awesome.
I unequivocally depreciate my act towards 'The Hankie Project', 'Objects Of The Dead' art exhibition held in Sydney.







You know what's great about my kettle?
It's called Russel Hobbs 'Whisper' and that means I can make coffee in the middle of the night without waking my parents up, you know why? Because it 'whispers'.
Do you understand now why the world needs to meet and greet my beloved kettle?




Keeley Shaye O'Hara:
www.diariesfortheyouth.blogspot.com.
How rude are you? Invading my life like that, you're atrocious.
PIANOBYTES
Lately, I'd rather my mum over my dad? This is strange.
Oh, I can feel an anxiety attack building up. Prepare ladies and gentlemen.
Dad just caught me smoking on the balcony hahahaha
Whoever wrote SpongeBob SquarePants was most likely stoned
Thoughts slip away, memories don't
'I'm laughing at Spongebob, I feel like a retard', oh Chloe.
I PRAY TODAY FOR A SPONGEBOB MARATHON
One day, we're going to head down to Rye beach or somewhere with beautiful crystal waters. Grab a pineapple each. and some snorkel gear.
Go to a rather 'deep' part of the shore but enough to see the sea bed clearly.
And darling love, we're going to have a picnic under the water, holding pineapples and somebody is going to take an underwater photo.
It will be most beautiful and happy, no doubts and I cannot wait.
Probably the greatest idea I've had for a while now.
DREAMS OLD MEN DREAM
Okay, so I haven't washed, brushed or treated my hair for about four to five days now. I've kept my skin glowing and clear. I feel like a bum and I always feel like I have just woken up but it has to be the best thing ever.
Whitley and Chuck Ragan, you have my heart!
I think I'm black so I reckon I can rap. You think you're so ghetto but baby, YOU'RE JUST FROM PASCOE VALE.

Fucking slut.
Tomorrow will somehow find its way to us again. With all the sunlight in your eyes, seems forgotten. When you feel like we're drowning, sinking to the bottom. The only thing to do now, is just start running.
Oh no, Natalia.
At the end of the day, we're just going to throw it all away. It's all just the same.
Natalia: Who do you think I am, God?
Brianna: No, you're Natalia.
But that's close enough.
I WANT TO MAKE A GOON TREE.
Home on the weekend, fucken yeah.
I HAD THE BEST COFFEE IN THE WORLD TODAY

I don't believe in an intervensionist god

I NEED
YOU
TO SUPPORT
ME















Skip school for this? Are you serious? Absolutely.
YOU MAKE ME DANCE, INSIDE AND OUT.
Everybody can improve their unfortunate flaws. I guess this is just one, make me proud, Chloe.
This is the moment I have been fretting for my whole life.
My attendence record in life is appauling.
Now I've stopped dreaming, I'm supposed to be filling my life with something




ME AND ANTHONY HAVE DISCOVERED MAGIC MUSHROOMS IS JUST A BIG DREAM
"OH NO I'M SPONGEING AGAIN"
THIS MORNING, I CAN'T FIND MY FUCKING WINTER SKIRT, AGAIN.

Does someone text you goodnight every night? Back when I had to phone, yeahhhh.
Did you hangout with your best friend this weekend? The weekend is in about 4 hours.

Do you hate being home alone? I absolutely love it
Are you tanned? Sadly, no.
What do you think of tea? Early cold mornings, a green tea or a coffee with a cigarette. Beautiful Are you picky about who you give your number to? Sort of.
Who has called you the most today? No one, it's only morning
Who was the last person to message you on myspace and what about? Don't knowww
What was the reason you got in trouble last? Being late for school
Is there anyone, on your mind right now that shouldn't be? No
Would you break the law to save a loved one? Absolutely
Do you feel like you’ve lived this day a hundred times before? Yes oh my fucking god. Same shit, different day.
Do you regret doing anything you've done this week? No.
Will you be in a relationship in the next couple of months? Who knows?
What were you doing at 10:00AM this morning? That's 17 minutes ago, exactly the same thing I'm doing now. I'm in Multimedia at school.
How many tattoos would you like to have? 4 or 5
Who was the last person to hold your hand? Most likely Natty Babes
Do you wish you were somewhere else right now? Shit. Yes.
Do you like orange juice? Fucken yeah!
What are you listening to at the moment? These idiot kids in my grade being a nuisance.

Tell me about the shirt your wearing? Tights, socks, skivvy, my winter skirt high waisted, a scarf and my jacket.
What woke you up this morning? ORCHESTRAL MUSIC. I HAVE NEVER BEEN HAPPIER TO GET OUT OF BED.
How's your heart lately? Can't be bothered asking it.
Are you planning to go see a movie anytime soon? I want to see Nightmare On Elm Street and The A-Team
Whats your current problem? I'm tired, hungry and I wanna go see Chlo :(
Do you think the person(s) you like/ love, loves/ likes you back?
Yes.
Are you a shy person? Not really
Did you have a good day today? Started off fantastic, it's slowly getting to the dumps again.
What did you do? Woke up early on a cold morning. Made a coffee, sat out the back on the stairs, played jazz music not too loud but loud enough to hear it. Now I'm in multimedia and Micaela isn't even here, the dumb bitch. How did you get your last bruise? I was probably drunk.
Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone? Yeah.
When was the last time you changed in front of someone? Yesterday
Are you wearing anything that belongs to someone else? No siree
When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? Early this morning
Who's the last person that texted you? Tian?
When was the last time you gave someone the finger? Not too sure hey.
Could you go the rest of your life without doing any drugs? Probably not but antibiotics are important.
Who slept in a bed with you last night? No one, just me. Last person you text messaged? Tian
Have you ever regretted anything? Yeah
Do you miss the way things used to be? Not at all
Have you met someone in the last year who turned out to be amazing?

Absolutely.
Is any part of you sad at all? Shit fucking yes.
Do you break things when you are mad? Most of the time, I like to throw things around.
If you were upset, who is the first boy you'd go to? I don't know Last person you got mad at? Benny

NATALIA AND MONIQUE YOU ARE MY BESTFRIENDS
"Spend as much time as you can with Chlo, because we don't know if she will be around much longer"
Dad, you're a great man but you just broke my heart, you broke my faith.
GET BETTER CHLOE, YOU ARE AMAZING
Coffee, smokes, telephone, ashtray, lighter, blanket, veranda, view, music. I know the ultimate chilling, what can I say?
"Whenever I have time to think to myself, I get all down in the dumps and stuff." - Me
You: Yep, the good life.
Me: If you want, it's just life.
SITTING HERE, LONESOME.
I'm sitting here right, well everybody just 'sits there' when they're writing a blog post but I'm just sitting here. Just, sitting here, listening to Triple J, I know it seems rather typical. But the thoughts sprinting through my mind, are unique - they're arresting me. I'll let you fellow earthlings in on a little secret; these thoughts aren't my usual, typical sort of 'contemplating' thoughts. They're reasonably scary. Wait, stop, who am I kidding? They are unbelievably scary I must say. They are not decisive objectives, just plain ol' mortifying, insightive delibrations. I'm home, when my parents aren't here. I'm home when I am with music, I'm home when I'm just on a chair with a coffee and some cigarettes. I'm home when I actually think.
I never think, I'm living on predictions. Boy, is this not thee best thing I have ever created?
I absolutely just came to the true conclusion of the quote, 'no one ever knows what others are going through'. No one does know, no one ever would understand.
Today, right now; we should just all give up.
NOT MANY PEOPLE KNOW THIS, BUT YOU CAN PUT YOUR WEED IN THERE
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE JAZZ MUSIC
Sitting at a table, listening to jazz music, drinking coffee and smoking with the beauty's of me. Utterly amazing, ladies and gentlemen.
I see skies of blue and clouds of white,
The bright blessed day, the dark sacred night.
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world.
The colours of the rainbow, so pretty in the sky.
Are also on the faces, of people going by.
I see friends shaking hands saying, 'how do you do?'
They're really saying I love you.


Just a few people that I think are outstanding.
I'm home alone and I just realised I can talk to myself. I'm sick of just thinking to myself.
I'm not alcoholic. I just drink juice out of a wine glass and have a cigarette. Umpteen class ladies and gentlemen, umpteen class.
Well, guys, I am sitting here butt-naked. Not contemplating on the little things on life, that would just be absolutely typical for someone of fifteen years of age who loves their friends. I am just sitting here, legs spread, laying half down, slouching back, just kickin' it. Yeah sounds terribly disgusting. It's just freedom.
Freedom to lay here, butt naked and just feel awfully grand about life.

How beautiful?
I hate when people copy my genuine, my awesome thank you's and congratulations.
I'm proud of myself that I had the courage to wear my beautiful, velvet leggings.
I don't care if people change, it's most likely for the better because I see you almost everyday and I still love you. It doesn't matter if they change for the good or bad, just if you still love them.

Viva la vida ladies and gentlemen, because it doesn't get better than this.
Teenagers and adolescents of twenty ten, we are the future and I know we will be better than anyone else.
We don't compete with eachother to get something, we just work together. We are the ones that make this world.
Don't forget that.
Thinking of getting my nose pierced.
Last night was unbelivably wild. I almost got suspended for creating a tower of chairs, it was pure artistic skills and expression I tell you. Photo's up soon.
GOTTA TELL MY FRIENDS ABOUT MY BUTTON TROUBLES...

I've got three thought trains in my head. Three different railway lines, three different futures. All with different stations.




Train one - The thought of thinking of your future before you act, asking yourself if it will affect open pathways. To speak in the name of 'your' Lord, to keep faith in everything.
To be pleasant.


Train two - The thought of; will this affect my future aim. Will this toke fuck me up for the rest of my life? 'No, who gives two fucking shits, let's just get fucked up'. To draw and write my life away, run away where nothing matters anymore. If I take this, nothing now matters anymore.


Train three - Drop out of school and scrape plates. Does not sound too ideal for myself particularly. Perhaps do an apprenticeship. Give up on everything surrounding you - nothing matters anymore and nothing ever will. Just to get fucked up.
I want to inject vodka into a watermelon, greatest idea ever? I think so!
Got two favourite boys in the world. Benny Notar and Tian, it's so strange. I would do anything in the world for them. Possibly Samuel is up there also but I'm not writing any dedication towards them, no siree. They are climbing incredibly quickly to be the best boys in the world, to explain what they mean to me is probably most impossible. I want them here, and never to leave - ever.
I love those little sunlight rays in rivers where there are warm spots and you try so fucking hard to stay in them and when you have to move on, you pray to god you find another because you cannot stand the freezing water.
Just a piece of life for you, I love painful happiness.
OUR YOUTH IS EXILED FROM THE WORLD
Breathing, drawing, and rolling weed is all I know how to do.
OMGITM;BLOODYBEETROOTS
Oh my god, it's techno music.
"I try to get in her dreams sometimes, it's so funny - it's classic." - Breezie Rae Daws
Last night; year nine social and Neil 'Jox' Undy's afterwards. Fantastic night although, the waltz pissed me off. Wild as night and let's just conclude it as: my stomach hurts like a bitch, I'm so hungover and I have to go to school. Enough said?

Photo's soon, when someone can be fucked putting them on Facebook.
First time in my life I feel like a hot jam doughnut from the MCG
Riley Taylor Futo, RTF. Sounds like some sort of insurance company, doesn't it? Well, Big Rizer it was your birthday last weekend and guess who didn't enter an incredible post stating it was your birthday, saying how much you meant to me and telling you that I have faith for your birthday wishes to come true. Yep, that's right - you're devastatingly correct, that was me. Here it is 'Big Man Rizer', happy fucking birthday. You and I possess this great, unconditional bond you know, drugs and stuff? It's no secret, you are brilliant Riley. Don't ever fade Riz.
My whole recent Facebook profile wall is full of posts saying how much people miss me. Is this right? What am I doing wrong?
I hate being sick, Dad never believes me. It's not my fault, I wanted to go to school today. I found this incredible new band just then - Karen O And The Kids. Beautiful music, my new Balamorhea, my new Sigur Ros.