I've got three thought trains in my head. Three different railway lines, three different futures. All with different stations.

Train one - The thought of thinking of your future before you act, asking yourself if it will affect open pathways. To speak in the name of 'your' Lord, to keep faith in everything.
To be pleasant.


Train two - The thought of; will this affect my future aim. Will this toke fuck me up for the rest of my life? 'No, who gives two fucking shits, let's just get fucked up'. To draw and write my life away, run away where nothing matters anymore. If I take this, nothing now matters anymore.


Train three - Drop out of school and scrape plates. Does not sound too ideal for myself particularly. Perhaps do an apprenticeship. Give up on everything surrounding you - nothing matters anymore and nothing ever will. Just to get fucked up.