I find my self continuously disappointing people and making people aggravated or I even catch the slight, half smile you see some do when I walk past them.
I don't know why, but am I a friendly face? Because children aged about four to eight show so much attention to me, little do they know I despise their itty bitty tits and want them to burn..
I'm sorry for letting you down, making you angry and ruining your night. I'm sorry for, 'destroying my self respect' but you know how hard it is to cope, you know what it's like to want to run away from everything, but you don't expect that from me. Come down here and say hello to my sweet, fierce unworthiness, feel the warmth?
