You know when you're a real low life; when you're grounded and are drinking alone. Just gazed over myself, I can get pretty low like that. But it's not as bad as it sounds because I'm not afraid of sounding like a complete loser. I want to be brave, I love reading, I appreciate art like no other, I want to be successful, I am scared of failure, I am pretty much scared of life, I'm scared of gaining weight, I have regular anxiety attacks, I want to be bold, I want to satisfy mum and dad with my outcomes in life, I don't ever want to grow old. But we can't have everything we want, right?