Long ass quiz because I’m suffocating with boredom. 1 - My best friends are:
Natalija, Darcie, Monique, Rosario, Tian, Joel.

2 - What I hate most about myself.
My ability to fuck good things up and my incompetence at school.

3 - What I love most about myself.
My height, my thighs and my ability to look on the brighter side of things.

4 - What I’m really good at.
Speaking my mind, art & English, chemistry & physics. Being lazy and stubborn.

5 - What I’m really bad at.
Viscom, making friends, saving money, going to school and getting a job. 

6 - Biggest turn ons.
Intelligence, being a gentleman, knowing what they want, aspirations, nice hair, teeth and fashion, politeness, confidence, a nice fragrance, laid back. SUITS.

7 - Biggest turn offs.
Judgement, narrow-minded, sexism, stupidity.

8 - What I want to be when I get older:
A journalist, an artist, a scientist of some kind.

9 - My relationship with my sibling(s)
My twin sister and I are very close, she is my best friend and definitely one of the best people I know. My older sister and I are rather close though sex, drugs and illegal fun is off bounds in conversation.

10 - My relationship with my parents:
My father and I are close, we share the same share in music, a lot of the same outlooks and we both have a close idea of "fun" and "chilling out". He's young and still acts like a child so him and I get along real well. As for my mother, since my dad and her split up I only talk to her over Facebook and email. She won't give me her number or address due to a "sense of security within herself". We don't talk often but when we do, she's pretty ballin' and she just wants me to make the most of life and do what I want.. Which is cool, so I respect that. Although, she is selling her half of the house so now we have to out our house up for sale. Absolute ballocks.

11 - My idea of a perfect date.
Going out to dinner at the Yarra. He pays, pulls out my seat and gives me his jacket when we're walking back to the train station. We get back to his and have a bubble bath, with candles surrounding and Bon Iver or Dallas Green playing quietly. We get out of the bath, put on our underwear and head to the lounge room. We watch an old, black and white, romantic film in front of a wood-ignited fire, whilst cuddling with doonas and pillows everywhere. Then to bed we cuddle and talk about the best of the most pointless things in life. We then finish the night off with some love making and fall asleep cuddling.
I know, I'm fantasising, I'm a romantic but it seems so good!
If not this, to the other extreme:
We go out for dinner at a tacky Asian restaurant or we order noodle in a box and eat in. We watch star wars, lord of the rings or all the Harry Potters. The rest is the same as above. :)
God, I can be gay sometimes. This is all during Winter by the way.

12 - My biggest pet peeves.
People who put people down for who they are. Racists. Sexists. Feminists. People who give girls shit for smoking.

13 - A description of the boy I like.
I don't like anybody, unfortunately. 

14 - A description of the person I dislike the most.
My grandmother's husband. He's violent, an asshole, narrow-minded, and a little bitch.

15 - A reason I’ve lied to a friend.
Because I want to smoke a joint on my own or with Natalija, not with him but that's the last time I remember lying to a friend.

16 - Where I have lived before.
I have lived in Melbourne my entire life, unfortunately but yet so fortunate at the same time.

17 - A description of the family I want to have when I’m older.
Who said I wanted a family?

18 - What my greatest achievements are.
I have completed up to year 10 secondary education, that's it. Oh, and I cheated death once or twice.

19 - What I hate the most about school.
The structure, the constant surrounding of people whom I know the voices of, getting out of bed, choosing what to wear, the stress and anxiety, the essays, the homework.

20 - How my last kiss when down.
Since no one reads this, I might as well say.
My ex-boyfriends sort of ex-best friend came to pick me up after numerous occasions. We were laying down on his back seat, him on top of me, his arms around me. He levers up, looks at me, grabs my head and kisses me. Good sex followed.

21 - Most embarrassing moment.
Most-of-recent embarrassing moment was that my English teacher asked me "what are you going to eat today, Brianna?" I said to him, "um... I have no idea" as the thought of food has not been of any concern just of then. He responds back to me, "Hungry Jacks? Maccas?" I looked at him in confusion as to why he's so concerned with what the hell I was going to eat, "um.." I said, but before I could continue he says, "or you're just not going to eat at all." The tone in his voice made it clear this was a statement not a question and the fact that he looked me up and down and turned away as soon as he said it was reiterating. I really don't eat anymore and the fact he made the whole class realise my weight and diet issue was so very embarrassing.

  22 - What my last text message says.
Oh it's a long one. I'll give you snippets:
- "I'm going to be a grumpy boy in the morning."
- "The toastier it is, the better it is."
- "It's all just a load of bullshit."
- "Unless they're funny, if they're funny then that's okay :)"

23 - What words upset me the most.
"You're ignorant", "you're lazy", "stab", "you are so smart, so why do you do this?", "you are a very bright girl but...", "you can do better than this", "I'm sorry", "bickering", "I hate gays", "homophobe", "____ died".

24 - What words make me the best about myself.
"You are so intelligent".

25 - A description of my self-esteem.
I am confident with who I am but something's that are physical get me down... But alcohol fixes that problem.

26 - A description of my best friend.
I could choose either Natty or Darcie because I think they're the closest I have. Either or, they're both very similar. They both let us drag down eachother, they're both so very trustworthy, they both let us drown ourselves in our own sorrow, they both have awesome music taste and an outlook of life. They're both just so, insanely cool.

27 - The reason behind my last break up.
Well with Mitchell, I was only seeing him and he seems a little to far fetched from intelligence. With Alex, shit was just so messed up between him and I.

28 - My favourite songs right now.Could never choose.
Anything by Balmorhea, The Middle East, Jeff Buckley, Radiohead, The Violent Femmes, Boy and Bear, Mumford and Sons, Smashing Pumpkins, Dallas Green, Bon Iver.

29 - A wish that I’ve wished for repeatedly on 11:11.
That I can get to sleep at a reasonable time.

30 - An internal conflict I have with myself.
"Just please go to school.", "go and get healthy", "stop being so damn lazy!", "stop sleeping so much!" and the biggest everyday conflict that I can't handle, "GO TO SLEEP EARLIER TONIGHT".

31 - The meanest thing anyone has ever said to me.
"You are the reason to every conflict in this family.", "You don't deserve anything, shelter, education, food, water. Nothing. You are a worthless piece of shit, Brianna". I still remember that last one word for word and it was two years ago.

32 - The sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me.
I can't pick the sweetest. Someone once said to me, "I am so proud of you Bree". "I actually have faith in her", "you are of absolute amazement", "you are the definition of perfect" "... You are goddess". "you've got really good music taste", and "you're actually the only two I can be around when I'm angry at everything AND you're just so fun to be around."