Soak up that boredom babe
Tian? No dice.
Incorrect!
Steph.
Natalija, Darcie, Monique, Rosario, Tian, Joel.
2 - What I hate most about myself.
My ability to fuck good things up and my incompetence at school.
3 - What I love most about myself.
My height, my thighs and my ability to look on the brighter side of things.
4 - What I’m really good at.
Speaking my mind, art & English, chemistry & physics. Being lazy and stubborn.
5 - What I’m really bad at.
Viscom, making friends, saving money, going to school and getting a job.
6 - Biggest turn ons.
Intelligence, being a gentleman, knowing what they want, aspirations, nice hair, teeth and fashion, politeness, confidence, a nice fragrance, laid back. SUITS.
7 - Biggest turn offs.
Judgement, narrow-minded, sexism, stupidity.
8 - What I want to be when I get older:
A journalist, an artist, a scientist of some kind.
9 - My relationship with my sibling(s)
My twin sister and I are very close, she is my best friend and definitely one of the best people I know. My older sister and I are rather close though sex, drugs and illegal fun is off bounds in conversation.
10 - My relationship with my parents:
My father and I are close, we share the same share in music, a lot of the same outlooks and we both have a close idea of "fun" and "chilling out". He's young and still acts like a child so him and I get along real well. As for my mother, since my dad and her split up I only talk to her over Facebook and email. She won't give me her number or address due to a "sense of security within herself". We don't talk often but when we do, she's pretty ballin' and she just wants me to make the most of life and do what I want.. Which is cool, so I respect that. Although, she is selling her half of the house so now we have to out our house up for sale. Absolute ballocks.
11 - My idea of a perfect date.
Going out to dinner at the Yarra. He pays, pulls out my seat and gives me his jacket when we're walking back to the train station. We get back to his and have a bubble bath, with candles surrounding and Bon Iver or Dallas Green playing quietly. We get out of the bath, put on our underwear and head to the lounge room. We watch an old, black and white, romantic film in front of a wood-ignited fire, whilst cuddling with doonas and pillows everywhere. Then to bed we cuddle and talk about the best of the most pointless things in life. We then finish the night off with some love making and fall asleep cuddling.
I know, I'm fantasising, I'm a romantic but it seems so good!
If not this, to the other extreme:
We go out for dinner at a tacky Asian restaurant or we order noodle in a box and eat in. We watch star wars, lord of the rings or all the Harry Potters. The rest is the same as above. :)
God, I can be gay sometimes. This is all during Winter by the way.
12 - My biggest pet peeves.
People who put people down for who they are. Racists. Sexists. Feminists. People who give girls shit for smoking.
13 - A description of the boy I like.
I don't like anybody, unfortunately.
14 - A description of the person I dislike the most.
My grandmother's husband. He's violent, an asshole, narrow-minded, and a little bitch.
15 - A reason I’ve lied to a friend.
Because I want to smoke a joint on my own or with Natalija, not with him but that's the last time I remember lying to a friend.
16 - Where I have lived before.
I have lived in Melbourne my entire life, unfortunately but yet so fortunate at the same time.
17 - A description of the family I want to have when I’m older.
Who said I wanted a family?
18 - What my greatest achievements are.
I have completed up to year 10 secondary education, that's it. Oh, and I cheated death once or twice.
19 - What I hate the most about school.
The structure, the constant surrounding of people whom I know the voices of, getting out of bed, choosing what to wear, the stress and anxiety, the essays, the homework.
20 - How my last kiss when down.
Since no one reads this, I might as well say.
My ex-boyfriends sort of ex-best friend came to pick me up after numerous occasions. We were laying down on his back seat, him on top of me, his arms around me. He levers up, looks at me, grabs my head and kisses me. Good sex followed.
21 - Most embarrassing moment.
Most-of-recent embarrassing moment was that my English teacher asked me "what are you going to eat today, Brianna?" I said to him, "um... I have no idea" as the thought of food has not been of any concern just of then. He responds back to me, "Hungry Jacks? Maccas?" I looked at him in confusion as to why he's so concerned with what the hell I was going to eat, "um.." I said, but before I could continue he says, "or you're just not going to eat at all." The tone in his voice made it clear this was a statement not a question and the fact that he looked me up and down and turned away as soon as he said it was reiterating. I really don't eat anymore and the fact he made the whole class realise my weight and diet issue was so very embarrassing.
22 - What my last text message says.
Oh it's a long one. I'll give you snippets:
- "I'm going to be a grumpy boy in the morning."
- "The toastier it is, the better it is."
- "It's all just a load of bullshit."
- "Unless they're funny, if they're funny then that's okay :)"
23 - What words upset me the most.
"You're ignorant", "you're lazy", "stab", "you are so smart, so why do you do this?", "you are a very bright girl but...", "you can do better than this", "I'm sorry", "bickering", "I hate gays", "homophobe", "____ died".
24 - What words make me the best about myself.
"You are so intelligent".
25 - A description of my self-esteem.
I am confident with who I am but something's that are physical get me down... But alcohol fixes that problem.
26 - A description of my best friend.
I could choose either Natty or Darcie because I think they're the closest I have. Either or, they're both very similar. They both let us drag down eachother, they're both so very trustworthy, they both let us drown ourselves in our own sorrow, they both have awesome music taste and an outlook of life. They're both just so, insanely cool.
27 - The reason behind my last break up.
Well with Mitchell, I was only seeing him and he seems a little to far fetched from intelligence. With Alex, shit was just so messed up between him and I.
28 - My favourite songs right now.Could never choose.
Anything by Balmorhea, The Middle East, Jeff Buckley, Radiohead, The Violent Femmes, Boy and Bear, Mumford and Sons, Smashing Pumpkins, Dallas Green, Bon Iver.
29 - A wish that I’ve wished for repeatedly on 11:11.
That I can get to sleep at a reasonable time.
30 - An internal conflict I have with myself.
"Just please go to school.", "go and get healthy", "stop being so damn lazy!", "stop sleeping so much!" and the biggest everyday conflict that I can't handle, "GO TO SLEEP EARLIER TONIGHT".
31 - The meanest thing anyone has ever said to me.
"You are the reason to every conflict in this family.", "You don't deserve anything, shelter, education, food, water. Nothing. You are a worthless piece of shit, Brianna". I still remember that last one word for word and it was two years ago.
32 - The sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me.
I can't pick the sweetest. Someone once said to me, "I am so proud of you Bree". "I actually have faith in her", "you are of absolute amazement", "you are the definition of perfect" "... You are goddess". "you've got really good music taste", and "you're actually the only two I can be around when I'm angry at everything AND you're just so fun to be around."
www.bridiewhite.blogspot.com.au YES PLEASE
Brianna; over and out..
BOREDOM KILL ME NOW
On a scale from one to ten, how happy are you?
A solid 8.68.. :D
Have you ever cried uncontrollably on a friend’s shoulder before?
Uncontrollably.. No.
Looking back, did you ever think you would be where you are now?
No, it's better than I thought.
Do you remember who you had feelings for December 2008?
I do remember, I didn't like anybody then.
Is there that one guy/girl that you’ll always have feelings for no matter what?
I believe not.
Who were you last in a car with?
PAPAAAAAAAAAA.
What color was the last pill you took?
White.
Has more than one person ever told you they’re in love with you?
Yes..............................
When is the next time you will leave your house?
Tomorrow morning.
Has someone ever called you at midnight on your birthday?
Yeah! How cute.
When was the last time you saw your mum?
Last Friday but before that... Six months prior :(
Who has the ability to hurt you the most emotionally?
My dad and sisters.
Would you ever be a stripper?
Nah.
Would you rather someone lie to protect you or be honest and hurt you?
Be honest, I guess.
Do you have feelings for anyone?
Yeahhhhhh.
How many people have you had strong feelings for in the year of 2010?
Twooooooooo.
In the next 48 hours will you hang out with a guy?
Yes sirrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
Yeah man
Does the person you have feelings for start with any of these letters: B, L, D, or M?
M, Mitchellllllllllllllll.
What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
MY FUCKING VISCOM HOMEWORK. #sucidalxox
Did you have an exciting weekend?
Yeah it was fun.
What did you look like the last time you kissed someone?
Good? I always look good.............
When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?
A while ago now.
How many hours did you sleep last night?
Not much at all.. I never sleep much.
How often do you sleep in?
A sleep in is past 9am (school) for me.. So Monday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday.
Still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
I don't even understand that question.
Within the next 6 months, what are you looking forward to MOST?
A FUCKING HOLIDAY.
What are your plans for tomorrow?
School until 12:30pm, get my exit forms signed from Strathmore and then coffee with mitchhhhhhhh.
Are you more of an outspoken person or a quiet one?
I'd be both, I'd say...
Is there anybody you truly hate?
I'm not sure.
Would you ever consider going to college for the Fashion industry?
I have thought about it.
Do you enjoy Disney movies?
Sometimes yeah.
When was the last time you shed a tear? And why?
Yesterday? Something in my eye...
What should you be doing right now?
Nothing, it's free play for Breezie at the moment so it's anything I want or... Anything I want.
What are you craving right now?
A big, fat, motherfucking J
Who has been there the most out of your friends?
Natty has stuck with me through thick and thin. Rosario and especially Riley.
Who could you say has seen you at your worse?
Dad, mum Steph and Chloe.
Think of the last person who hurt you, do you forgive them?
Not really, no.
Is the last person you texted dating you?
Dating.. No. Seeing.. Yes.
Are you counting down for anything?
Nah, life's a breeze at the moment..
What is something you currently want right now?
Good food and a cigarette.
If you could go anywhere right now where would it be?
RAILAY, Russia, France, England.
What is the closest thing to you that is blue?
Pen.
Do you think it’s weird for someone to have never tried Coke-a-cola?
Yes! Holy fuck
Who knows the most about you (besides yourself)?
Darcie, Natty? I don't know. Steph defffffz.
Do you have a nervous habit? (e.g. biting nails, tapping feet, smoking)
Smoking.. But I don't do that when I'm nervous.
Have you ever broken into someone’s house?
Nah.
Who was your last text from?
Mitchell.
Would/have you ever kiss your best friend’s boyfriend/girlfriend?
No way.
Have you ever had a girl best friend?
Yeah.
What about a boy best friend?
Yeah!
Do you miss the way things used to be?
A big part of it yeah but I'm getting used to it now.. And I kind of feel guilty for that.
Today did you hug a person you have feelings for?
Nope, didn't see him.. :(
Have you hugged anyone in the last 72 hours?
Yeah!
What do you usually do when the clock turns 11:11?
Make a wish…
Is there someone you don’t ever want to be out of your life?
Yeah, I don't want my family and friends to fade out.
Do you give out second chances too easily?
Yeah but I'm trying to learn not to.
Would you date a 13 year old at the age you are now?
Definitely a no.
How often do you drink energy drinks?
I don't really like them at all.
Are you currently looking for a significant other?
Not looking.
You’re trapped in a room for 3 days with the person you fell the hardest for, any problems?
Hardest for.. Again WTF?
How was your day overall?
Actually pretty fucking wonderful.
Is tanning your thing?
I guess if a good conversation is going on with my friends or I've got a lot on my mind then yeah.. I enjoy it.
When was the last time you showered?
Last nyt.
Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
Haha not seriously.
Do you want to be single?
I likeeeeeee him soooo..
When’s the last time you were kissed on the cheek/lips?
Cheek.. Today.. Everyday lol but lips on ze weekend.
When was the last time you laughed really hard?
Today.. Everything was just.. Funny?
Who did you last sleep in the same bed with?
Mitchell.
Last four people to text you?
Mitchell, Joel, Darcie and Daddddddy.
Last three things you had to drink?
Coffee, coke and more coffee.
+ Solo.
You have to get a tattoo, where and what do you get?
Verdant Crown on my feet or behind my neck.
Have you ever been awake for 2 days straight?
Yeah kill meeeeee.
Where do you want to live when you grow up?
Railay.. But that's like retirement shit.. Madrid or London when I'm GROWING up.
Think back five months ago, were you single?
Sorta no but yes?
Does anyone completely understand you?
Yeah and it kinda creeps me out.
It’s 4 in the morning, your phone rings who is it?
BEN O'LOUGHLIN.. Jesus Christ, he has this knack of calling me in the early hours of the morn.
What do you own with zebra print on it?
Noooope.
You just drank 15 shots, what would you be doing?
On the floor, vomitting or passed out. Or just having a fucking good time :)
Whats your favorite type of flower?
I do like roses.. Like all the funky coloured ones and dark red hoomggggg x
JUST SHOOT ME IN THE HEAD BOREDOM
2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now?
WHITE. Oh racist me..
3. What are you listening to right now?
Sak Noel
4. Whats your favorite number?
7 !
5. What was the last thing you ate?
Lord of the fries! WEWWWWWWW
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
Lol shut up, shit question. Moving on...
7. How is the weather right now?
Absolutely brilliant.
8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone?
My papa!
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Whatever stands out the most.
10. Do you have a significant other?
Significant other... Sounds pretty lame.
11. Favorite TV show?
Two and a half men, pretty little liars, misfits, dexter, toddlers and tiaras, dance moms.
12. Siblings?
Two sisters... One's a twin and one is 20.
13. Height?
173cm motherf'errrrrrr
14. Hair color?
blonde with a tinge of pink.
15. Eye Color?
green.
16. Do you wear contacts?
no siree.
17. Favorite Holiday?
i've had plenty. but phuket with ma cousins.
18. Month?
late december, early jan.
19. Have you ever cried for no reason?
no. why would you even do that?
20. What was the last movie you watched?
i can't remember.
21. Favorite Day of the Year?
new years eve or the weekend around my birthday.. so much money.. so much alcohol.
22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
i don't ask anybody out.
23. Can you do a headstand (not using the wall)?
i actually used to be able to.
24. Hugs or Kisses?
i like both.
25. Chocolate or Vanilla?
depends with what..........
26. Do you want your friends to respond to this?
respond..
27. Who is most likely to respond to a text from you?
my friends..
28. Who is least likely to respond to a text from you?
people who are not my friends..
29. What books are you reading?
catcher in the rye.
30. Piercings?
zero. i need some, ive been missing them.
31. Favorite movies?
donnie darko, man on fire, silence of the lambs and a few romantic ones.
32. Favorite football Team?
hawthorn haha i'm wearing a hawks beanie as we speak...
33. What are you doing right now?
THIS, YOU DUMB MOTHERFUCKERRRRRRR.
34. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
butter and salted.. mmmm....
37. Dogs or cats?
dogs.. I have a kitten and i still like my dog more.. even though i hate her.
38. Favorite flower?
rose probz.
39. Been caught doing something you weren’t supposed to do?
of course i have.
40. Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?
yeah i'm with one of them now.
41. Have you ever loved someone?
yeah man.
42. Who would you like to see right now?
party ppl.
43. Are you still friends with people from kindergarten?
sort of.
44. Have you ever fired a gun?
no
45. Do you like to travel by plane?
well only because it's quicker than walking... or driving.
46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
right.
47. How many pillows do you sleep with?
two but i don't use them.
48. Are you missing someone?
yeah!
49. Do you have a tattoo?
nah i'm getting one though.
50. Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with?
LUCAS VERCETTI. Yeah...........