1. Sexuality?
Pretty straight.
2. Insecurities?
I'm not too sure..
3. Best memory?
Stupid question, everybody knows that it is way too hard just to choose one.
4. Worst memory?
Wowwwwwwwww.
5. Last person you kissed?
Mitchelllllllllll.
6. Why?
Cos we have somefing goin' oooooooooooown.
7. Last thing you fantasized about?
Sex.. Probably.
8. Greatest fears?
The unknown, heights (falling/bone crushing pain)
9. How did you change over the last 3 years?
Not much things but at the same time, quite a few things.
10 .What do you want more than anything?
My Christmas to be how it was in prior years but that's never gonna happen and I'm quite bummed out about that to be quite frank.
11. Bad habit?
- Saying, "ahh.. That's funny"
- Coffee
- CIGARETTES
- And my craving to have fun.
12. Crush?
"crush"? Mitchell.
13. Virgin?
Nah.
14. Biggest regrets?
A person
15. Wildest thing you’ve ever done?
There's a few most involve being naked.
16. Hottest teacher at your school?
There is never a hot teacher.
17. Where do you see yourself in 5+ years?
Working, university and having a gewwwwwwd time.
18. Favourite band?
I don't have a favourite band.
19. Worst thing you’ve ever said to your mother?
That I hate her and wish she wasn't my mother.
20. Weirdest dream?
I can't be bothered explaining.
Oh, the killer of all sorts of boredom.
2. Do you regret your last relationship? Yes.
3. Do you believe in God? No.
4. Who did you last say “I love you” to? Can't remember.
5. Do you regret it?
6. Have you ever been depressed? Yusss, sucked
7. Have a best friend? Sure do, many.
8. Are you a boy or girl? Girl
9. What is your relationship status? Um, I don't know how to put it.
10. How do you want to die? I don't even care cos in the end, I'm just a dead motherfucker who will have no idea how I died once I'm dead!
11. When was your last non-physical fight? Not sure?
12. Do you have an attitude? Hardly.
20. Do you hate anyone at the moment? No bingooooo.
21. Do you miss someone? Yes! Mamma :(
22. Right or left handed? Right babyyyyy.
23. Do you tan a lot? I can only try :(
24. Have any pets? A dog and a rabbit.
25. How exactly are you feeling? I am feeling magnificent, thank yeeewwww.
26. Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving? Yes? Lol
27. Ever made out in a bathroom? Um yes, I have.
28. Would you take any of your exs back? No.
29. Are you scared of spiders? Some.
30. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? Yes but a year and a half ago.
31. Do you regret anything in your past? Fucking yesssssss.
32. What are your plans for this weekend? Oh, just Dylan and I have a drinking challenge.. Nothin' much.
33. Do you want to have kids? No thanks.
34. Ever kissed somebody that name starts with an D? I don't know haha.
35. Do you type fast? Yes I can.
36. Can you spell well? Brilliant at spelling.
37. Do you miss anyone from your past? Yes!
38. What are you craving right now? A cigarette.
39. Ever been to a bonfire party? Used to have them every weekend... Miss that shit x
40. Been on a monkey? No, but a monkey has been on me
41. Kissed someone in a lifted truck? Only in the back of a moving truck.
42. Have you ever broken someone’s heart? Apparently.
43. Who was the last person of the opposite sex to sleep in your bed? I don't know actually.
44. Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? Yep haha.
45. What are your plans for tomorrow? Two exams, Puckle Street and massive chills.
46. Would you live with someone without marrying them? Yes, I don't even want to get married but I don't want to live alone.
47. What should you be doing? Sleeping.
48. What’s irritating you right now? My tiredness levels.
49. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt? No. Does that question mean that they haven't liked you back? Like, that's why it hurt? Because that's never happened to me, weird? I know, lucky? So it seems..
50. Is somebody in love with you? I don't fink sooooo
51. What is your favorite color? I don't have one.. Probably never will.
52. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? Yes.
53. Have you ever shaved in the kitchen sink? No.
54. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? My dad yeah.
55. Who do you admire the most? Oh... Just some certain things of some certain people.
56. Do you believe your most recent ex still likes you?Don't know, don't care.
57. Who was the last person you cried in front of? Um, people - was of laughter.
58. Who’s the last person you hugged? I duno? Rosie?
59. Is it easier to forgive or forget? Forgive.
60. Is this year the best year of your life? No. Far from it.
61. What was your childhood nickname? Bru.
62. Have you ever walked outside completely naked? Yes sir.
63. Do you think you’re a good person? Yes, I do.
64. Do you believe everything happens for a reason? Sort of.
65. What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? Had a cigarette.
66. Is there anyone you wish was still in your life? Nope.
67. What is bothering you? I want to see my Mamma.
68. Have you ever been out of the country? Numerous times.
69. Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now? Possibly? I don't know
70. Do you always answer your phone? Yes, but when I'm sleeping only sometimes.
71. Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed? Stephy.
72. How is the weather right now? Fine. Cold.
73. This time last year what was your love life like? Great.
74. How’s your heart lately? Fantastic.
75. How many times do you talk on the phone a day on average? Average? Once.
76. What song is stuck in your head right now?Nothing.
77. Any summer plans for 2012?PYRAMID ROCK AND FUCKING POREPUNKS
79. What’s the greatest thing that happened to you today? heard some pretty neat stuff.
80. Do you ever think “what if” about anything? Hardly ever.
81. How long have you liked the person you like? Couple'a weeks.
82. Has anyone said they love you in the last week? Probz.
83. Does any part of your body hurt right now? Yes :(
84. Interested in anyone? Yes.
85. Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed? Yeah, it actually would?
86. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? Dylan.
87. Have you ever regretted letting someone go? Nah.
88. Has a song you’ve heard today reminded you of anyone? Yes.
89. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you? Yes.
90. Did anything surprising happen today? Nah.
91. What’s the last thing that bothered you? Money.
92. How’s life treating you at the moment? Brilliantly.
93. How many people do you know with your name? None.
94. Would you rather watch football or baseball? None.
95. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?Depends what mood I'm in.
96. What’s something you really want right now, be honest: good chats with yewww.
97. Do you plan out your day before it begins? Only sometimes.
98. What was your first thought when you woke up this morning? "Fucking not one part of me wants to go to this exam... Should I go?" I went.
99. Do you wet the toothbrush before the toothpaste? After the toothpaste otherwise my mouth burns.
100. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach? Other day mate
101. Did someone make you mad today? Yes.
104. Ever kissed someone who smokes? Yeah, majority of people.
105. Do you get ill easily? Nah, I have a killer immune system.
106. Where did you get the underwear you are wearing right now? Cotton On Body.
107. When is your birthday? 8th of May.
108. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? Same thing I'm doing now - lying in bed, on Facebook and such.
109. How do you feel about the person who texted you last? I don't know who texted me last, my phone is getting fixed at the shop.
110. Have you ever been stoned with someone? Um yes lol.
111. Have you ever drank with the last person you kissed? Yeahhhhh.
112. Are you a jealous person? Hardly.
113. Are you tired right now? Getting there.
114. Do you chew on your straws? I do.
115. What’s your favorite room in your house? Mine.
116. How many children do you plan on having? None.
117. Is your hair curly? In between wavy and curly.
118. Last movie you went to see? I don't know.
119. Are you ashamed of your past? I have no shame m8.
120. Will you kiss the last person you kissed again? I want to so possibly.
121. Are you texting right now? No :(
3. Do you believe in God? No.
4. Who did you last say “I love you” to? Can't remember.
5. Do you regret it?
6. Have you ever been depressed? Yusss, sucked
7. Have a best friend? Sure do, many.
8. Are you a boy or girl? Girl
9. What is your relationship status? Um, I don't know how to put it.
10. How do you want to die? I don't even care cos in the end, I'm just a dead motherfucker who will have no idea how I died once I'm dead!
11. When was your last non-physical fight? Not sure?
12. Do you have an attitude? Hardly.
20. Do you hate anyone at the moment? No bingooooo.
21. Do you miss someone? Yes! Mamma :(
22. Right or left handed? Right babyyyyy.
23. Do you tan a lot? I can only try :(
24. Have any pets? A dog and a rabbit.
25. How exactly are you feeling? I am feeling magnificent, thank yeeewwww.
26. Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving? Yes? Lol
27. Ever made out in a bathroom? Um yes, I have.
28. Would you take any of your exs back? No.
29. Are you scared of spiders? Some.
30. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? Yes but a year and a half ago.
31. Do you regret anything in your past? Fucking yesssssss.
32. What are your plans for this weekend? Oh, just Dylan and I have a drinking challenge.. Nothin' much.
33. Do you want to have kids? No thanks.
34. Ever kissed somebody that name starts with an D? I don't know haha.
35. Do you type fast? Yes I can.
36. Can you spell well? Brilliant at spelling.
37. Do you miss anyone from your past? Yes!
38. What are you craving right now? A cigarette.
39. Ever been to a bonfire party? Used to have them every weekend... Miss that shit x
40. Been on a monkey? No, but a monkey has been on me
41. Kissed someone in a lifted truck? Only in the back of a moving truck.
42. Have you ever broken someone’s heart? Apparently.
43. Who was the last person of the opposite sex to sleep in your bed? I don't know actually.
44. Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? Yep haha.
45. What are your plans for tomorrow? Two exams, Puckle Street and massive chills.
46. Would you live with someone without marrying them? Yes, I don't even want to get married but I don't want to live alone.
47. What should you be doing? Sleeping.
48. What’s irritating you right now? My tiredness levels.
49. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt? No. Does that question mean that they haven't liked you back? Like, that's why it hurt? Because that's never happened to me, weird? I know, lucky? So it seems..
50. Is somebody in love with you? I don't fink sooooo
51. What is your favorite color? I don't have one.. Probably never will.
52. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? Yes.
53. Have you ever shaved in the kitchen sink? No.
54. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? My dad yeah.
55. Who do you admire the most? Oh... Just some certain things of some certain people.
56. Do you believe your most recent ex still likes you?Don't know, don't care.
57. Who was the last person you cried in front of? Um, people - was of laughter.
58. Who’s the last person you hugged? I duno? Rosie?
59. Is it easier to forgive or forget? Forgive.
60. Is this year the best year of your life? No. Far from it.
61. What was your childhood nickname? Bru.
62. Have you ever walked outside completely naked? Yes sir.
63. Do you think you’re a good person? Yes, I do.
64. Do you believe everything happens for a reason? Sort of.
65. What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? Had a cigarette.
66. Is there anyone you wish was still in your life? Nope.
67. What is bothering you? I want to see my Mamma.
68. Have you ever been out of the country? Numerous times.
69. Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now? Possibly? I don't know
70. Do you always answer your phone? Yes, but when I'm sleeping only sometimes.
71. Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed? Stephy.
72. How is the weather right now? Fine. Cold.
73. This time last year what was your love life like? Great.
74. How’s your heart lately? Fantastic.
75. How many times do you talk on the phone a day on average? Average? Once.
76. What song is stuck in your head right now?Nothing.
77. Any summer plans for 2012?PYRAMID ROCK AND FUCKING POREPUNKS
79. What’s the greatest thing that happened to you today? heard some pretty neat stuff.
80. Do you ever think “what if” about anything? Hardly ever.
81. How long have you liked the person you like? Couple'a weeks.
82. Has anyone said they love you in the last week? Probz.
83. Does any part of your body hurt right now? Yes :(
84. Interested in anyone? Yes.
85. Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed? Yeah, it actually would?
86. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? Dylan.
87. Have you ever regretted letting someone go? Nah.
88. Has a song you’ve heard today reminded you of anyone? Yes.
89. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you? Yes.
90. Did anything surprising happen today? Nah.
91. What’s the last thing that bothered you? Money.
92. How’s life treating you at the moment? Brilliantly.
93. How many people do you know with your name? None.
94. Would you rather watch football or baseball? None.
95. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?Depends what mood I'm in.
96. What’s something you really want right now, be honest: good chats with yewww.
97. Do you plan out your day before it begins? Only sometimes.
98. What was your first thought when you woke up this morning? "Fucking not one part of me wants to go to this exam... Should I go?" I went.
99. Do you wet the toothbrush before the toothpaste? After the toothpaste otherwise my mouth burns.
100. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach? Other day mate
101. Did someone make you mad today? Yes.
104. Ever kissed someone who smokes? Yeah, majority of people.
105. Do you get ill easily? Nah, I have a killer immune system.
106. Where did you get the underwear you are wearing right now? Cotton On Body.
107. When is your birthday? 8th of May.
108. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? Same thing I'm doing now - lying in bed, on Facebook and such.
109. How do you feel about the person who texted you last? I don't know who texted me last, my phone is getting fixed at the shop.
110. Have you ever been stoned with someone? Um yes lol.
111. Have you ever drank with the last person you kissed? Yeahhhhh.
112. Are you a jealous person? Hardly.
113. Are you tired right now? Getting there.
114. Do you chew on your straws? I do.
115. What’s your favorite room in your house? Mine.
116. How many children do you plan on having? None.
117. Is your hair curly? In between wavy and curly.
118. Last movie you went to see? I don't know.
119. Are you ashamed of your past? I have no shame m8.
120. Will you kiss the last person you kissed again? I want to so possibly.
121. Are you texting right now? No :(
Title: "Trust No Man"
I hope you read this, okay? I have been trying to let little bits out to a few different people but I am just not satisfied. I promised myself that I wouldn't do this even though I promise myself, I can't trust myself anymore and that is because of you - you manipulative prick. This is the last time and the only time that I am going to let every thought out but this time I don't care if it makes sense or it sounds idiotic and wrong. I am not cocky, I just have a lot of dignity, self respect and faith in myself but who the fuck are you to try and thieve that away from me? And who the fuck are you to even say in the first place that you are "in love with me". Love isn't real, I'll tell you what's fucking real? Emotional attachment - that's what's fucking real, not this petty "I'm in love with you" act. You raped me from day one of the regretful three hundred and sixty five days, making sure I was all caught up with this unreal, lovey bullshit that I thought only existed in the movies and guess what? It only exists in the fucking movies. Three hundred and sixty five days is a fucking long time to lie and not just to me but to yourself and that my friend; is called the ultimate low. You planned to make me think I was in love with you and you were the only man for me but hey! A fucking round of an applause goes to you! You did it! You won! You manipulated me when I was most vulnerable; at my youth, to think that you were only a dream. Truth is, you're a fat, manipulative fucking asshole who would take any opportunity to take advantage of one if it benefitted you.
You're low and it's hard to say because I feel stupid for doing it in the first place but rest in peace, three hundred and sixty five days - you are nothing but a vague memory sitting in the bottom of a stale thought.
Give me my $100, shoes, clothes and year back, you heartless fucking paedophile. .
You're low and it's hard to say because I feel stupid for doing it in the first place but rest in peace, three hundred and sixty five days - you are nothing but a vague memory sitting in the bottom of a stale thought.
Give me my $100, shoes, clothes and year back, you heartless fucking paedophile. .
So I'm watching Blair Witch Project on 'Show Action' on Foxtel right? And the stupid bitch in this, well actually she is rather smart seeing as she made millions for this movie and it's all bullshit... Not the point but she says at the start of their journey, "it's pissing down rain and we can't even get a fire started". Like... No shit? Did you expect a fire to light in heavy rain? Does that usually happen for you? Fucking idiot bitchalsdkfjasdolfkaj;m.
All these posts prior to this, I know, I overexaggerated, I was lonely and now? I take it all back. Last night, it was the greatest night I've had within a year. This is meant to happen between you and I and I know I'll be better off without you and you will better off without me.
For I crave freedom.
For I crave freedom.
Eleven
Eleven months filled with painful romance and eleven months that I will never forget.
For now, I know this is for real.
Postsecret post:
Sometimes when guys hit on me, I act like I don't know what they're talking about because I'm not interested in them.
It's not nice when your twin sister treats you like you're a dog but if there's another person around, everybody is in such a better mood! Aren't they..? She doesn't listen and I've heard the, "just ignore it" phrase quite a bit or "she's a bitch too everyone". That's incorrect, you all obviously have no idea. And you know what? Just because we're twins doesn't mean you sit at neutrality and just sympathize and ask if I'm
okay.. Obviously I'm not. Fuckheads.
You are not a queen, Stephanie as I am not a 'worthless', 'hormonal bitch' and I definitely do deserve things such as a shelter and an education.
And a HUGE fuck you goes to you, don't ever expect me to do you good. I don't give two shits about you anymore, this has gone too far, you ungrateful, lying bitch.
okay.. Obviously I'm not. Fuckheads.
You are not a queen, Stephanie as I am not a 'worthless', 'hormonal bitch' and I definitely do deserve things such as a shelter and an education.
And a HUGE fuck you goes to you, don't ever expect me to do you good. I don't give two shits about you anymore, this has gone too far, you ungrateful, lying bitch.
When I say always, I'm not over exaggerating, I'm always being put the fuck down by the ones I love most and if it's not that, they don't ever listen to me, even in the simplest sense.
I was told to know my place by a couple of people in the past year or two and as a matter of fact; I know my place like the back of my hand, it's your fault that you're not happy with who I am.
And if you don't agree with what I feel, is there really any point carrying on? Because you can't argue with my emotions as I don't argue with yours.
I was told to know my place by a couple of people in the past year or two and as a matter of fact; I know my place like the back of my hand, it's your fault that you're not happy with who I am.
And if you don't agree with what I feel, is there really any point carrying on? Because you can't argue with my emotions as I don't argue with yours.
"I'm finding someone with so much hope.
I've met someone with so much heart.
She's more amazing than my dream woman.
She is the most beautiful woman anyone could lay their eyes on.
I'm falling in love with someone I know nothing about.
I'm 18 years old and I'm dreaming of marrying this girl already.
I see us, sitting on the couch with our children, watching family videos of when they were babies.
My heart hurts because I have no idea how she feels about me.
If I had a god, I would pray for his assistance.
I'm staring into a mirror with no reflection.
I'm empty, but I've seen something I've never seen before..
I see light surrounded by a black nothingness.
From that light, shapes are forming.
I'm going to say it, sooner or later I'm going to ruin a possible chance at real life.
I've convinced myself to tell her I love her.
Goodbye hope, goodbye chance.
We all know she would be out of her mind to touch me."
I've met someone with so much heart.
She's more amazing than my dream woman.
She is the most beautiful woman anyone could lay their eyes on.
I'm falling in love with someone I know nothing about.
I'm 18 years old and I'm dreaming of marrying this girl already.
I see us, sitting on the couch with our children, watching family videos of when they were babies.
My heart hurts because I have no idea how she feels about me.
If I had a god, I would pray for his assistance.
I'm staring into a mirror with no reflection.
I'm empty, but I've seen something I've never seen before..
I see light surrounded by a black nothingness.
From that light, shapes are forming.
I'm going to say it, sooner or later I'm going to ruin a possible chance at real life.
I've convinced myself to tell her I love her.
Goodbye hope, goodbye chance.
We all know she would be out of her mind to touch me."
Wow.
"Blogspot..
Tumblr..
The battle of each, which is best? Is it Tumblr people use for trends, good photographs and popularity? Or is it the privacy and freedom that authors get to write huge chunks of writing but still post pictures on their Blogspot? The pro's and cons of the mighty Blogspot [Blogger] versus the trendy, Tumblr. The whole aspect of writing what happened that day, what the fight you had with your boyfriend was about ect. ect. but Tumblr fans don't want to hear that shit from somebody they don't even know; gathering from the trend Tumblr contends. Or is it the pretty pictures and depressive text photographs that relate to majority of the depressed teens all over the world. There's love, phenomenal landmarks and wonders of the world, attractive people, sex, travelling, fancy bits and bobs for your house hold and fantastic architecture and art. Do these Tumblr fanatics plead it's a place where all beautiful things in the world meet, an company acknowledging the history and beauty of the planet? It is all that teens want, whereas, Blogspot, more personal, down to Earth - a journal-type of webpage. Do internet junkies call sympathy or are they fed up with their head flooding with events and thoughts? Either way, either perspective will be arresting.
Metaphor, STAMP: A married couple, 40 years of the same dick or 40 years of 150 different dicks? You know, they're pretty level and the decision is difficult. "
- A writer on Tumblr
Bits and bobs
Hi, well, I am in the mood to think about what's strange and just general shit about myself.. Strange to an extent, I guess. I will just probably list a few things here and there but then again, I will probably unintentionally elaborate on some. Anyway, here they are;
- I have a twin, I don't think that's strange to some people but she has red hair, looks nothing like me and she's my *identical* twin. [identical in medical terms]
- I love love love cigarettes; Peter Stuyvesants. How unfortunate that they go so quickly and they cost a shit load for just $25?
- I do not talk to my mother.. I don't know why, she's not involved with smack or anything..
- Dad has nifty new toy; his girlfriend, Is, Isabel or Issy, as dad calls her in his emails.
- Beanies and hats.. AWESOME
- Marijuana; my best-non-human friend.
- I don't like alcohol.. Like at all.
- My then-best friend almost killed me whilst being a tard but wasn't intending on killing me haha! Bitchy pig..
- I love photos, though, I'm not interested in being a photographer or even taking many photos much.
- If I feel I look good, I want to take pictures.
- My hands were sweaty, my head was boiling, my heart was pumping - I never expected it would or I would fall this far.
- I get unexpected outbursts of the need to clean and organise.. EVERYTHING but my room.
- Classical piano, acoustic guitar, orchestra.
- Radiohead, Smashing Pumpkins, No Doubt, Jeff Buckley.. Triple J for that fact.
- Whiny black men.. A huge no go.
- Harry Potter, Stephen King, Jostein Gaarder, Thriller
- ALEX ALEX ALEX ALEX ALEX ALEX ALEX ALEX ALEX ALEX ALEX ALEX
- Sunrise, sunset.
- Thailand.
- Sex, pornography, pornographic GIFs.
- Tumblr; juz for da kewl picz
- Sluts, they're good to laugh at.
- Natalija, Steph, Rosario, Riley, Monique, Renny.
- MY PUPPY DOG ETTY & Alex's puppy dog, Max.
- I hate my hands and feet, my legs, boobs, nose, ankles, neck and hips.
- I love to draw, I love art I mean. I can draw.
- Weddings, wedding dresses.
Ah, that's enough for now, I'm getting a little bored and drowsy. Time for bed.
What is your best friend's Mom's name?
Gabz, Gabby, Gab, Gabriela
Where is the weirdest place you have a mole?
I don't think I have a mole.. I have like two risen freckles.
Who was the hottest teacher you ever had?
Some substitute.
Have you ever made out in a movie theater?
No, I actually haven't.
What body part do you wash first?
I shave my legs.
Do you have any peircings?
Yeah, both ears but I think they've closed up but I will soon to have my nose pierced again.
What's the strangest talent you have?
I don't know.. I don't really have one.
Do you have an innie or an outtie?
Like a belly button? An innie?
What's your favorite flavored Pringles?
I don't really like Pringles that much to be honest.
Have you ever been tied up?
Yeah but not sexually.
What was the last thing you ever got grounded for?
I can't even remember.
Do you parallel park or drive around the block?
I don't do either.
Have you ever had two dates in one night?
Nah man.
How many times have you been cussed out?
Once.
Which shoe do you put on first?
Mostly my right but it usually just comes down which is closest.
How old are you?
Sixteen... Nigger.
Have you ever been to a gay bar?
Nah.
Is there one thing all of your ex's have had in common?
Yeah?
Did you french kiss before you were 16?
Yes haha
Have you ever been cow-tipping or snipe-hunting?
I reallllllllly want to go cow tipping but there's no rush haha.
Who is the last person you think about before you fall asleep?
Sometimes it changes.
Have you ever had a poem or a song written about you?
Yeah aw.
Have you ever found anything gross in your parent's bedroom?
Yeah haha
What was your childhood nickname?
Bru.
When is the last time you played the air guitar?
Ages and ages and ages ago.
Have you ever peeked in the opposite sexes locker room?
Nah.
What's the weirdest thing you have done while driving?
I don't drive.
Have you ever bitten your toenails?
No.
How do you normally eat your cookies?
I didn't know there was more than one way. TELL ME HOW.
When working out at the gym, do you wear a belt?
I don't work out haha I'm soo laazzyyy.
Name something you do when you're alone?
Maz out.. Hard.
How many drinks does it take before you get drunk?
About 3 to start feeling the alcohol take over but not tipsy.
Have you ever sniffed an animal's butt?
Nope.
How often do you clean out your ears?
Often enough.
Do you scrunch or fold your toilet paper?
Alex keeps asking me and I took note. I'M A FOLDER ALEX, IF YOU'RE READING THIS.
About how many times a day do you pick a wedgie?
Not THAT often, I used to have wedgies heaps but somehow my ass sits perfectly in my underwear now..
Do you have any strange phobias?
I don't think they're strange
Have you ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
Yes, headphones and whatnot.
What is the stupidest thing you've ever done at a bar?
Bar.. Brianna.. - Non-existent.
Have you ever been dared to do something you totally regretted?
Yeah I bet I have, can't think of any at the mo' though.
Have you ever called your bf/gf by another girl/guys name?
I've called him my sister's name but never have I called him another persons name in bed or anything.
Have you ever gotten caught farting while on a date?
Not but I had a huge hole in my leggings around my vag area.. And! I was sitting like my legs were on each side of the bench.
Gabz, Gabby, Gab, Gabriela
Where is the weirdest place you have a mole?
I don't think I have a mole.. I have like two risen freckles.
Who was the hottest teacher you ever had?
Some substitute.
Have you ever made out in a movie theater?
No, I actually haven't.
What body part do you wash first?
I shave my legs.
Do you have any peircings?
Yeah, both ears but I think they've closed up but I will soon to have my nose pierced again.
What's the strangest talent you have?
I don't know.. I don't really have one.
Do you have an innie or an outtie?
Like a belly button? An innie?
What's your favorite flavored Pringles?
I don't really like Pringles that much to be honest.
Have you ever been tied up?
Yeah but not sexually.
What was the last thing you ever got grounded for?
I can't even remember.
Do you parallel park or drive around the block?
I don't do either.
Have you ever had two dates in one night?
Nah man.
How many times have you been cussed out?
Once.
Which shoe do you put on first?
Mostly my right but it usually just comes down which is closest.
How old are you?
Sixteen... Nigger.
Have you ever been to a gay bar?
Nah.
Is there one thing all of your ex's have had in common?
Yeah?
Did you french kiss before you were 16?
Yes haha
Have you ever been cow-tipping or snipe-hunting?
I reallllllllly want to go cow tipping but there's no rush haha.
Who is the last person you think about before you fall asleep?
Sometimes it changes.
Have you ever had a poem or a song written about you?
Yeah aw.
Have you ever found anything gross in your parent's bedroom?
Yeah haha
What was your childhood nickname?
Bru.
When is the last time you played the air guitar?
Ages and ages and ages ago.
Have you ever peeked in the opposite sexes locker room?
Nah.
What's the weirdest thing you have done while driving?
I don't drive.
Have you ever bitten your toenails?
No.
How do you normally eat your cookies?
I didn't know there was more than one way. TELL ME HOW.
When working out at the gym, do you wear a belt?
I don't work out haha I'm soo laazzyyy.
Name something you do when you're alone?
Maz out.. Hard.
How many drinks does it take before you get drunk?
About 3 to start feeling the alcohol take over but not tipsy.
Have you ever sniffed an animal's butt?
Nope.
How often do you clean out your ears?
Often enough.
Do you scrunch or fold your toilet paper?
Alex keeps asking me and I took note. I'M A FOLDER ALEX, IF YOU'RE READING THIS.
About how many times a day do you pick a wedgie?
Not THAT often, I used to have wedgies heaps but somehow my ass sits perfectly in my underwear now..
Do you have any strange phobias?
I don't think they're strange
Have you ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
Yes, headphones and whatnot.
What is the stupidest thing you've ever done at a bar?
Bar.. Brianna.. - Non-existent.
Have you ever been dared to do something you totally regretted?
Yeah I bet I have, can't think of any at the mo' though.
Have you ever called your bf/gf by another girl/guys name?
I've called him my sister's name but never have I called him another persons name in bed or anything.
Have you ever gotten caught farting while on a date?
Not but I had a huge hole in my leggings around my vag area.. And! I was sitting like my legs were on each side of the bench.
I don't even think it was a date but close enough.. HAHA EMBARRASSING OR?
Have you ever played naked twister?
Nah, I must do that, now that you have reminded me.
Have you ever been drunk at work?
School, I've been tipsy. Granita's and Smirnoff vodka; fantastic mix, I must say.
Have you ever found your gf/bf's sibling more attractive?
Yeah haha Ben's brother, Aaron and even Jake was good looking.
Do you want to bring sexy back?
You see, I already have.
Have you ever played naked twister?
Nah, I must do that, now that you have reminded me.
Have you ever been drunk at work?
School, I've been tipsy. Granita's and Smirnoff vodka; fantastic mix, I must say.
Have you ever found your gf/bf's sibling more attractive?
Yeah haha Ben's brother, Aaron and even Jake was good looking.
Do you want to bring sexy back?
You see, I already have.
BORED
Finish this sentece: the last person you kissed is…
>Alex, my boyfriend.
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
> Alex, Riley, Tian,
Do you find it hard to trust others?
>Sometimes.
Do you change your mind a lot?
>Not that often.
Can you honestly say you are okay right now?
>Sort of yeah.
Tell me what is on your mind?
>Alex.
What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
>Getting a job.
Have you ever worn the opposite sex’s clothing?
>Yeah
How is your heart?
>Better.
Is someone in love with you?
>Yes, I think so.
Next time you will kiss someone?
>Next time I see Alex.
Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?
>All the time.
Honestly, are things going the way you planned?
>Not quite but they're okay.
Has anyone told you they don’t ever wanna lose you?
>Yes.
Is there something bothering you?
> Yeahhh.
>Alex, my boyfriend.
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
> Alex, Riley, Tian,
Do you find it hard to trust others?
>Sometimes.
Do you change your mind a lot?
>Not that often.
Can you honestly say you are okay right now?
>Sort of yeah.
Tell me what is on your mind?
>Alex.
What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
>Getting a job.
Have you ever worn the opposite sex’s clothing?
>Yeah
How is your heart?
>Better.
Is someone in love with you?
>Yes, I think so.
Next time you will kiss someone?
>Next time I see Alex.
Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?
>All the time.
Honestly, are things going the way you planned?
>Not quite but they're okay.
Has anyone told you they don’t ever wanna lose you?
>Yes.
Is there something bothering you?
> Yeahhh.
YOU'RE FUCKING BORING. I'M FUCKING BORING.
I have waited three hours for you to say, 'oh I'm at dad's having dinner, I told you that. I'll leave in an hour.' When in actual fact you did not say anything about having dinner at your fathers.
Whilst waiting in those three hours, I have never experienced such boredom in my life - ever and you're to blame.
I don't even want you to come over any more.
Are you a mean person? Not mean.
Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? Stephadawggggggg.
Is there someone you don’t ever want to be out of your life? Yes.
Do you miss your past? Some parts of it.
Have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough? Yes.
Last thing you had to drink? abigcupofT, nigger.
Last female you talked to, who was it? Steph.. Again.
What about male? Rosario I believe.
Would you be able to date someone who couldn’t make you laugh? No.
Is anyone on your bad side? Are they everrrrrr... Actually no, no body is at the moment. What a suprise? I just initially thought someone HAD to be there before even thinking about anyone but truth is; THERE IS NO BODY.
Have you ever slapped someone across their face? Yes.. Punched Alex's face once too..
Is anything wrong? There is, just not enough for me to rant on about.
whom did you last give the finger to? Alexxxxxxxxxx on Skype in da bath.
Are you in a good mood? Fantastic mood in fact, IF STEPH EVER BRINGS THIS TEA TO ME.
Would you ever want to swim with sharks? Would be awesome.
Are you excited for anything? Yes!
What are you doing right now? I actually hate when people answer, 'this', mind you that I do sometimes write that, well used to when I actually filled out these things but obviously you're doing this. Like, what else are you doing? Tumblr? Facebook? Talking on the phone, fucking useless people honestly, the question is there for a reason!!!! But I'm on Tumblr and Facebook and rolling a few smokes.
Are you worried about anything right now? Could be... But I'm not, the outcome resolves in sleep or chronic prescribed drugs, either way I'm happy as Larry.
Have you ever been used? One night stands.. We used each other? If that counts.
Where is the last person you kissed? Sleeping at his grandaddy and grandmamma's house.
Did you have unread messages when you woke? On Tumblr... No one texts me anymore these days because I never have credit or use my phone.. How sad? Ha
I NEED ANOTHER ONE OF THESE, KILLS A SHIT LOAD OF TIME. 'TIS GEWWWWWWWD.
Is it worse to bottle up things to keep one you love happy and scar yourself on the way there or is it worse if you let it out and hurt the other person but no where near as badly as you would hurt yourself..?
Sacrifice yourself to keep the one you love happy or to hurt the person you love but not so severely?To be.. Or not to be?
A little cure for boredom.
The person I like and why I like them:
I've got a little crush on Alex Rohan because he's fucking beautiful.
A famous person I've been compared to:
Well, I've been told by heaps of people that I look like Mia Wasikowska off Alice in Wonderland and Alex told me I look like a pale version of Jessica Alba.
The best thing that has happened to me this week:
Well it is Friday tomorrow..
How I'd spend ten thousand bucks.
Hair dye, clothes, tattoos for Alex, cigarettes, food and shoes.
My last night out in detail:
Saturday night – With Alex, Steph and Natalija. Alex, Steph and I went to some restaurant on Keilor Road and had a couple of beers then Steph went to Essendon station to meet up with Renee and Alex and I went to The Linc.. Had a couple more beers, wasted money on the pokies and eventually picked up Natalija from Tia's and smoked up.
Something that makes me sad when I think about it:
Losing people and regret.
Would I rather be stranded on a desert island with someone I love for ten years or someone I hate for a month? Explain why.
Love, easily because you love them..
Something I'm currently worrying about:
My headaches..
Ine person from Tumblr I’d throw off a cliff, one I'd marry and one I'd fuck:
Throw: Tiger-Cub because she's so fucking up herself and annoying.
Marry: Some guy I saw on my dash the other day.
Fuck: The Homme boys.
Something I do without realising:
Play with my nipples haha.
Lyrics that apply to my current situation/mood:
First Day Of My Life – Bright Eyes.. Sort of I'm not sure.
A drunken story:
Went streaking with Sam Tansiri, Maxime cracked it and made me sleep on her lawn because she kicked me out so I went to Samuel's and didn't talk to her for months and months.
Something I regret:
Paranoia.
To do list:
Language analysis.
Post a picture of myself:
Will do after this thing.
My longest relationship and who it was with:
Possibly Alex, I don't know.
Post a bit of my last I'm conversation:
'English and at the canteen, but I'll come to you if ya want'
Five things I would change about me:
My hair, my boobs, ass, legs and my paranoia.
My view on being Tumblr famous:
Awesome and time consuming, which is why I have Tumblr in the first place.
Someone I’d like to be for a day and why:
Abbey Lee Kershaw or Gemma Ward
Five things within touching distance:
My laptop, doona, Steph, tea and cigarettes.
Story of my first kiss:
We were just having fun.
An embarrassing/socially awkward situation I’ve found myself in:
Um many..
Something I’m not proud of:
Manyer things.
The last argument I had:
Tiny argument on stop interrupting Alex talking.
I want to tell you that I am in love your skin, your hair and your beautiful, chubby thighs. Your cosy stomach, your warm hugs and your killer smile.
But how can I? I know it's hard to see but I can't try any harder.
I find myself constantly screaming your name at the top of my lungs.. It's so hard to tell you with words. All I want and need is, "you're so fucking beautiful and I will love you no matter what. I will do anything in the world to make you happy and when you're feeling down, I'll give you your favourite hugs for the longest minute of your life and if you need or want another one? I'll give you two more. You make me feel like the luckiest man in the world."
Because Ally, baby, I want to give you the world though, I only have so much. I want to show you how much there is to give from my heart, but I just don't know how.
I am sixteen with marijuana in my cupboard. I wear knit sweaters and leggings all the time.
I find my self continuously disappointing people and making people aggravated or I even catch the slight, half smile you see some do when I walk past them.
I don't know why, but am I a friendly face? Because children aged about four to eight show so much attention to me, little do they know I despise their itty bitty tits and want them to burn..
I'm sorry for letting you down, making you angry and ruining your night. I'm sorry for, 'destroying my self respect' but you know how hard it is to cope, you know what it's like to want to run away from everything, but you don't expect that from me. Come down here and say hello to my sweet, fierce unworthiness, feel the warmth?
"You know what I want to do with the rest of my life? If I didn't have to eat and I was able to get Centrelink payments, I'd do it now. I' smoke weed.. Everyday, and draw what I hear and see from what the weed has fucked me up. Because that is, after all, my world - a different world, no one could relate but only show interest and comprehend. It would be my own little, cosy world. I want to sit down and write everything I see, detail or no detail, it doesn't matter, nothing would matter. Everything is beautiful. And once that happens; I think, nothing will exist, nothing will matter. Ooooh life."
"Because, its just simply, unfair. And life shouldn't be unfair because we have one and only one and no body wants to live a long, healthy life trying their best, working their asses off for nothing because someday, whether it be soon or not - we're all going to die.
Imagine; you die tomorrow, are you happy with what you've done? Are you content with your previous years? Would you change it, all?
Our journeys will diminish eventually so; there's no point trying, we just need to do what we like - what interests us. Well, those who deserve it because i'm all for prisons and that. Or maybe, if this race wasn't structured how it is, there wouldn't be harmful people. Imagine a world of your own, creator: you. Wouldn't that be fancy?"
God, that was strange to see you again, introduced by a friend of a friend. Smiled and said, 'yes I think we've met before'. In that instant it started to pour, captured a taxi despite all the rain. We drove in silence across Pont Champlain, and all of the time you thought I was sad. I was trying to remember your name...
This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin, tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in. Now you're outside me, you see all the beauty, repent all your sin. It's nothing but time and a face that you lose, I chose to feel it and you couldn't choose. I'll write you a postcard, I'll send you the news. From a house down the road from real love... Live through this, and you won't look back...
There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave. You were what I wanted, I gave what I gave and I'm not sorry I met you, I'm not sorry it's over, I'm not sorry there's nothing to save.
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save...
This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin, tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in. Now you're outside me, you see all the beauty, repent all your sin. It's nothing but time and a face that you lose, I chose to feel it and you couldn't choose. I'll write you a postcard, I'll send you the news. From a house down the road from real love... Live through this, and you won't look back...
There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave. You were what I wanted, I gave what I gave and I'm not sorry I met you, I'm not sorry it's over, I'm not sorry there's nothing to save.
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save...
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