Don't fucking lie to me.

Great New Years. Went to the city with Darcie, Steph and Monique and met up with my old friends; Kristoff and Satt.

I can't be bothered writing more, it was a good new years.

THE END

I actually want to be in Rye.. This New Years is going to be shit house.

The water is warm but it's still sending me shivers.

Falling on your kneeeeeeeeeeeees.

I'm excited for New Years with all my lovely's. Just at my house, celebrating how fucking shit our year has been. It's pretty damn exciting.

Titties and tattoos. The G.O.

I love boobs.

AND I STOLE YOUR SOUL

“I represent humanity as his masters have made it. The man is a cripple. What I’ve done to me has been done to mankind. He has distorted the law, justice, truth, reason, intelligence, and as he did to me eyes, ears and nostrils, like me, he was placed in the heart a cesspool of anger and pain, and face a mask of contentment.”

- Victor Hugo

Yeah.. I thought you were cool.

I hate today. Today is Christmas. I hate Christmas.

Happy Christmas

FUCK

I think it is now time for bed.

Time is too fast for this world but I'm still waiting, I'm always fucking waiting.

"There he goes. One of God's own prototypes. A high-powered mutant of some kind never even considered for mass production. Too weird to live, and too rare to die."

A nice Corona and lime with Stephania, early Christmas morning with some cigarettes and fantastic music is probably the only reason I would stay here.

It's Christmas time, you might as well chuck on that fake grin.

"But I've come to realisation, the world is a lot more beautiful when you're stoned cold."

Oi, I am so in love with you and no doubt you will hold this against me.

But I'm not whipped, cunt.

Can you tell them that I'm not scared?

AW ROSARIO, YOU CUTIE hahahaha

'I could never love anyone who i couldn’t argue about religion with.'

Having Latté's and Caesar salad with the great, Michael Carroll.

I hate the festive season.

I think it's safe to describe my feelings with the word, 'hatred' for this place.

I can't wait until New Years!

I hate the fact how wogs wear Vans.

You say falling deeper, I second that.

You're home!

I broke my fucking nail!

The killer in me is the killer in you.

MO MO, I miss your face bitch.

There's nothing to lose when no one knows your name.

I can't fall asleep, not tonight.

MY

FINAL BREATH

IS GONE.

I MISS YOU BOTH SO MUCH.

BURIAL

Boundaries DO NOT EXIST.

What do you stand for?

This weather is kind of awkward, so much for summer..

Alex, I love you.

Dollar decks, dollar Smirnoff.

This has gone on way too long.

'We are who we are, we are what eachother is, we have no problem, we've been through fucking heaps of shit, but we are together - closer than ever. We have an understanding, known as 'the law of us'. It makes me so much more content that you fellow people have no judgements against one another, no matter, we pretty much roll by 'we got chow beck bro'. We are the family, trusting, caring, loving, supporting. Support, its nothing you just go on about 'everything will be ok, just hold tight, it'll all come around soon'. Even then if that's all that's mentions its that little extra support that is not just you can feel, it's that oblivious support. We only realise it when shit falls down and you know who's there when you need it, just by coincedence, work of god? I think so. Angels, i know so. Its that wordless support that means so much more. You just put a smile right on my dile bitch ass'.

Another dream wasted on you.

New Years Eve

Stephania, I miss you!

TWO HUNDRED AND THIRY NINE FUCKING DOLLAR FINE. FUCK.

Supposed to be at KFC Keilor Road job interview right now but I'd rather sit here with a found cigarette, a coffee and some biscuits.

I am not a reason. I am a human-being.

ALEX ROHAN. YOU HOLD THE WHIPS IN THIS RELATIONSHIP! COS I AM WHIPPED

I love you so much. I don't know what I'd do without you. I guess it's simply because I am whipped.

Whipped.
Whipped.
Whipped.
Whipped.
Whipped.
Whipped.
Whipped.
Whipped.
Whipped.
Whipped.

Holidays, oh that sweet feeling.

Someone buy me a kettle for Christmas, one that I can put in my room and make tea for everybody.

hahahahaha cunt

Road trip with Hedger up on the coast, surfing and shit these holidays. Fuck yeah.

City + Colour = Dallas + Green

Now everybody's singing

The dawn is breaking, a light shining through. You're barely waking and I'm tangled up in you.

With or without you.

Benny O, if you come to my house and give me a cigarette I will love you forever.

Oh my fucking god.

THIS IS TOO HARD NOW

I WANT

A

FUCKING

CARAMEL

THICKSHAKE.

I WANT THE WHOLE SPECIES OF FUCKING MOSQUITOES TO DIEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tame Turkey. Wild Turkey.

Finally got my nose pierced, now in process of stretching my ear.

I have actually had a good day today.

"Have you no shame?"

"Let thou backwards speak because smart am I."

Praggggggggggggggg.

Oh mother, pivving empty Ferrero Rocher boxes at me hurts a lot haha

You're funny mum, three alcohol bottles which are all mine but you still insist of pouring them down the sink. We're on water restrictions woman!

"Stinging year eights - my favourite type of retail.."

I can feel the breeze coming from my laundry window all the way into the loungeroom, it feels lovely and refreshing.

"Dude, you dont understand. My stomach is trembling I'm that excited, my insides are fucking heating up."

"Christmas Eve, let’s ping and go look at Christmas lights."

Christmas Eve with Dooj as native Indians, oh this will be grand...

Dooj, I fucking love our conversations.

They're still violently collapsing around me.

I'm fucking sick of Tumblr not working, and I don't even have a Tumblr.

I went to bed today because I felt that shit.

Today, I chained smoked.

I'm on the very edge.

I HATE EVERYONE IN THIS GOD DAMN FUCKING WORLD.

It's approved, I'm getting a tattoo and starting my quarter sleeve when I'm sixteen. Fuck. Yeah.

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming, or the moment of truth in your lies.

Convinced my dog is quarter seal, quarter lion, quarter blob, quarter dog. Back me uppppp.

When there's something that eliminates pain, I'll take it but you just don't understand that, do you?

Is this love, is this love, is this love, is this love that I'm feelin'?

This is out of my hands now, depend on fate and we'll be okay.

I was niiiiiineeeteeeeeeennnnnnn, caaallllll meeeeeeeee.

I tried and failed, I guess turning straight edge is a lot harder than I thought.

This is unreal.

I love seeing my mum confused, too good for you woman hahaha

Dad says he has nothing against tattoo's and considered to sign the form to get one when I'm sixteen.

Mum, if you see this - don't get angry at him, ask him his view on tattoo's, he's not going to please you in every way possible, I guess this is just another flaw mk.

Scream that incantation with no hesitation in your voice nor words and hope you don't end up in Satan's hands.

We walked around until the moon got full like a plate. The wind blew an invocation and I fell asleep at the gate.

You could be anywhere in the world.

SHE TIED YOU TO HER KITCHEN CHAIR, SHE BROKE YOUR THRONE AND SHE CUT YOUR HAIR. AND FROM YOUR LIPS SHE DREW THE HALLELUJAH.

That broken soul.

We're gonna start by drinking old cheap bottles of wine, sit talking up all night. Saying things we haven't for a while. We're smiling but we're close to tears, even after all these years. We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time.

Have you noticed that you and I are drifting apart? Is this saddening to you? Is it painful knowing so? I try.

Expect that I miss you already

Amatore, I miss you so much, boy.

I hate my psychologist.

Blank stares and empty threats.

I just like sitting here, half naked.

The best food: chip sandwiches.

Waiting to leave.

I am proud to say as of Friday the 3rd of December, I am going straight edge for a while. Be proud, be impressed.

Just woke up from the best nap ever.

I've lost my sister, I don't know where she has gone?